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hmm..love sacrifice for him, u told me....n yeah i know how that felt....yeah i know its hurts....coz im doing in every single second....every day...24/7....u just dont know.....coz i never told u...im hide it...even my feelings for u....yes...i lie to u by saying that i throw it away...im sorry for lying to u...its funny.....when comes to loving someone so much...u do almost everything for them..even lie to them bout yr feeling so that they can be happy...sacrifice love...yeah....i cant tell bout how i felt for u after what happen last time i told u...im gonna be paranoid again..sometimes im at the limit of telling u bout it....but i try hold back...that's why this blog are born....cant tell u bout the existing of this blog...im afraid if u know..u gonna walk away from me..maybe ur ex words were right...in a dream u are real...but in real...u are a dream......yeah some people say probably u come back...but..i just cant accept ur leaving me this soon....even thought we know each other more than a year already..still..-sigh-... every time i look at ur picture i felt ease...every time im with u im just felt like...-sigh-...its just cant come out with words...i know u dont want me to see u..face 2 face..because u afraid of me getting more fond to u...u afraid im gonna say those 143 words..which gonna make us felt difference...look loosing u was just like loosing the other half of me...thats why i try my best to make u stay...n that's why i try my best not to tell u how i felt...i always pray for u...everywhere in my hearts..there's u....