Monday, February 20, 2012

the letter that wont be sent

dear u,

i know we've known each other for few years now, i know that we have up n downs, I’ve always been by ur side from the first day we know each other, as time goes by, i stood by watching u smile, hearing u laugh, seeing u in sorrow hear u cry ur hearts out, those were the good ol' days that we had n i treasure it every minute we spent together, i know that we never n couldn’t ever be together, we just only can be what we can be right now, u have a heart of gold, the person who had a strong will and tend to be happy even though u in sorrow, i watch u wear that fake smile every time u had problems know u shed ur tears while none of us watching, u were afraid of me to found out that u cry, u close ur phone didn't accept any calls, you keep on thinking that u weighing me with ur problems, but its not, all i want in my life just to see u smile and be happy, u are my priority, my mission, my goal, my everything.In hiding i still keep that feeling, waiting and hoping that u will felt the same, such that if u found this letter, that means i am already long gone, died or lost everything, i just want to let u know that, u were always in my mind,thinking of the life that u gonna go thru or the life that u already have,matter, am sure that u gonna go thru all just fine with or without me, don't try to find me if am gone, because its gonna make u really sad be still and enjoy the life u had rite now, but remember whatever happen to me u still in my mind even if i die, i take that memories to the death

Sincerely,

The one that always and gonna still love u in hiding