Tuesday, July 10, 2012

For the things that i am n for the thing that i wish,  i hope am always with u till the end of time, for memories that we had together, there were no boundries, knowing u was a good thing that ever happen in my life, i dare to say to myself that i might had feeling for u, i might had heart for u, but am still in confuse state n i still need more sign to know, am waiting here listening to u, talking to u for thus i wish this shall be thing that worth it

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Saturday, April 21, 2012

Washing away the blood in the past while trying to forge new future


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What if i just turn my back n go away

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Sunday, March 18, 2012

why do i feel like a devil
why do i keep interfere
why don't i just accept the fcking facts....
she aint for me...she were never for me...from the start...
why does the heart turn black become so devilishly evil
i should be happy for them...help them...
why does this type of fact i cant accept
i should have not getting really close to her
i know this type of thing will happen but still
the illusion of heart make me blind...
i should have just died
take a pill n dead
or take a knife put poison at the blade...
n make some accident..
so no one will be blame or thinks that am doing suicide
(hmm)its funny...i dont like people talk bout death
but here i am writing bout how i should die
avast let there be a lightning thunder struck me from where am standing..
while all my sin are still inside me...

Monday, February 20, 2012

the letter that wont be sent

dear u,

i know we've known each other for few years now, i know that we have up n downs, I’ve always been by ur side from the first day we know each other, as time goes by, i stood by watching u smile, hearing u laugh, seeing u in sorrow hear u cry ur hearts out, those were the good ol' days that we had n i treasure it every minute we spent together, i know that we never n couldn’t ever be together, we just only can be what we can be right now, u have a heart of gold, the person who had a strong will and tend to be happy even though u in sorrow, i watch u wear that fake smile every time u had problems know u shed ur tears while none of us watching, u were afraid of me to found out that u cry, u close ur phone didn't accept any calls, you keep on thinking that u weighing me with ur problems, but its not, all i want in my life just to see u smile and be happy, u are my priority, my mission, my goal, my everything.In hiding i still keep that feeling, waiting and hoping that u will felt the same, such that if u found this letter, that means i am already long gone, died or lost everything, i just want to let u know that, u were always in my mind,thinking of the life that u gonna go thru or the life that u already have,matter, am sure that u gonna go thru all just fine with or without me, don't try to find me if am gone, because its gonna make u really sad be still and enjoy the life u had rite now, but remember whatever happen to me u still in my mind even if i die, i take that memories to the death

Sincerely,

The one that always and gonna still love u in hiding